my undiscovered identity

SimplyEdwin at tumblr.

2010-06-19T16:37:00.003+08:00

I kinda stop using blogger now and really focusing my energy on tumblr. Blogger is too mundane as compare to tumblr. Sorry ya! Probably I will try to post in blogger sometime.

Having too much problems lately seen the ugliest of the uglies in some people. Really grateful to those who still stand by me. Love ya all :)
Peace out

Dialogue in the dark

2010-06-05T02:05:00.000+08:00

Wonderful, grateful experience at Ngee Ann Poly Dialogue in the dark.

Thank to our awesome tour guide Hans! For tolerating our loud voice of 7 guys and 1 girl. You smelled fresh mint btw. It is a great time and I definitely would want to do it again, of cos with the same group of people because thats what make it fun! All the ass groping and fighting in the dark its wild!

I was extremely afraid at the start since I retardedly chose to be the first in line to go in. Scary very scary. Its like I’m consumed by the freaking darkness! Shouting was necessary. I realise because of the unknown, I tend to walk cautiously and slowly. Well also because I have a little phobia of the darkness. But luckily everyone made it so fun.

Using my senses like I never use that before was a whole new level, when we “entered” the park, the previous odorless room was filled with so much tropical and greens, slowly moving on to the bridge, the bench etc. Using our sense of hearing to gauge where our friends/guide are. It was fun maximizing the other sense to the max. It definitely worth every penny :)

Boring.

2010-05-29T01:27:00.000+08:00

I know I know, its been a really long time. But I got nothing to blog about anymore. Life is just as it is, nothing interesting to say or show.
I've been tonning overnight in school for a lot of time now. Doing work, chionging assignment.
What else to say?

2010-05-17T04:28:00.003+08:00

This has got to be one of the most interesting stuff i saw on net.

Some days are just blue.

2010-05-17T03:05:00.003+08:00

Art Festival, what can I ever do without friends.

Today was a crazy day, heavy wind and all the rain. My sister just returned home and told us that theres a tree that uprooted around our block.

My sister bought a crumpler bag for me. So now should I still buy that duffel bag I want?

Art Festival with IXD!

2010-05-16T02:34:00.000+08:00

HEY YO
when to Art Festival today.
Check out my facebook to see some photos! Waiting for my friends to uploads their part and tag to too hahaha

Scripting is SERIOUS BORING!

2010-05-10T19:03:00.001+08:00

http://megaswf.com/view/edd0be8dca8f134b25bcd1b751cfc877.html
I SPENT WEEKS OF SCRIPTING LESSON DOING THIS CRAP!

A whole week of life + school

2010-05-08T12:18:00.003+08:00

Whatsup homo sapiens!

A week of 0 updates. What have I been up to!?

On monday was a stupid scripting class that we all catch nothing and then in the evening I went to buy some facial medial.

On tuesday.

Movies with IXDians. Iron Man 2 followed by Ipman 2.

Well ofcos I went to swim in the morning! Empty pool with only sy and me. Nice!

We eat some really not worth it chicken rice etc and 1 can drink cost us $2.60, crazy much.

On wednesday. Webdesign exam/test/quiz day. Oh I am late for 2 time for webdesign, 1 more time and the whole class gonna have a test :\ cos anyone who is late 3 times for web design class teacher is gonna make a test.

On thursday, getting so exhausted like sleeping isn't enough. Fundamental IXD, we cut newspaper and some presentations. Overall was nice, then lecture.

On friday, digital media studies lesson. We watched The Matrix for DMS lesson. And then we go director's list in the late afternoon. Stoled the whole tray of food and a thong for dont know what reason(the thong) hahahahahaha! and went to M.321 to enjoy! :D

Today? I am going out to flea market again LOL!

Its easier to just post photos

2010-05-02T15:07:00.000+08:00

I want to be a Navi!

2010-04-28T00:17:00.002+08:00

The exciting part of life has really died down a lot since school start. Same routine every weeks. Its really boring.
But on Tuesday, hopefully every Tuesday! I can go out and relax/enjoy!

Since its Tuesday, we went swimming! I gotten myself pretty red and tanned recently. Some people had mistaken me for army boy. Well I am suppose to serve the nation in my age. Special case :\

Brought my bag packed with stuff for swimming, and it has really been fun. Compared to 3 weeks ago when I went with SY ahmad they all. SY has coach me and YY well and now we are able to at least swim a little. And for me, from every seconds kept asking "eh how to swim ah?" and to even scare to float in water. Its a great achievement! hahaha.

After swimming we went Jurong Point walk walk talk talk and than we claimed Swensens ice cream.

So budget eh us.

Question, which look tastier the burger or the ice cream.

The banana doesnt taste good at all :\

But anyway, at around 7+pm yy couldnt hang anymore so she returned home first while I went over to sy's place and watch "Avatar"

Now I know why people said its a nice movie.

I want to be a NAVI!

Good night :)

My body is peeling its skin like a snake!

2010-04-24T23:57:00.002+08:00

I woke up this morning feeling peaceful. No anxiety, no sadness and no happiness. Which is kinda interesting cos I haven't felt this way in a very long time.
I went to meet Shina and we go Bedok Reservoir and to see some Kayak competition. I didn't expect my elder sister to be there, she told me when I got home and she was there.
I rushed down to HCC for youth service, teaching us not to look back into the past or we'll be a pillar of salts.

Pillar of salts = Worthless.

After service ate dinner and my 2nd sister texted me asking me if I wanna go down to her evangelist service at someone's house and so I went. The experience is slightly different but I heard some powerful testimonial. The prayer part is cool cos I can literally feel the power from it.
After some light refreshments and fellowship-ing with her church people, we went home.
And then I went for a jog!

I'm thinking of you.

2010-04-23T01:04:00.002+08:00

Hello blogger. I have been reckless in my mental state for the past few nights.
Thinking too much and vexed about issue that isn't an issue in the first place. I'm frustrated.
How. I'm pretty troubled by myself.
School has been cool. New modules new homework. Still trying my best to be comfortable with what I have now. It's a bless in fact.

Playing some Badminton later. Hope I'll be surprised and have fun.

Web Design Lesson

2010-04-21T13:15:00.001+08:00

Leanne Heng is stupid!

Swimming at Jurong!

2010-04-20T22:57:00.001+08:00

Today I went swimming with sy and yy!

But, im like a huge mega light bulb that shine very brightly. I wished someone was here with me.

But sadly no one.

But nevermind, its very fun! I'm still learning how to swim. I just need to know how to breathe!

After swimming ate KFC, I know like waste of exercise.

Then we go bugis and I bought 2 tees and a berm.:)

Good day!

2010-04-19T23:21:00.001+08:00

As usual. First day of lesson, boring.

TOMORROW IS WHAT IM LOOKING FORWARD FOR!

Chinatown, and stuff.

2010-04-18T23:02:00.005+08:00

Today I overslept for church! i got there at 12pm. Yikes.

Ate lunch with the guys and I chiong meet YY and SY at Plaza Sing first.

After yy got her stuff at Spotlight we head down to Chinatown

The first thing we did was to get icecream!

She got cheated! there are no ice cream at the middle part.

We went around a lot of places. looking for her stuff to buy, accessories.

Afterward we went to eat porridge. YY ate frog leg porridge (eww)

Afterwards, we decided to test out the circle line and see where we'll go.

And we took till esplanade and we got off to go suntec. We bought chocolates and stuff, walked around carrefour.

We also bought Kinder Surprise!

Afterward we went to Yakun and we ate there for abit and we go home.

I'm not ready for monday! Not ready for school! But I am excited for Tuesday! Swimming! Hopefully it will be a fun day and go Bugis shopping too!

ECP + Raining.

2010-04-17T00:10:00.002+08:00

Today is another fun day!

We went ECP.

But I'm alone ):

Raining and I'm stuck alone in the shelter.

The rest were at the different shelter. While waiting my stupid Braziliano Praia came out!

After awhile they called and they reached mcdonald's so I walked myself there in the drizzle.

Ahmad, Fauzi and Weili were smoking outside. They told me the rest went to toilet. I walked myself there and shocked to see Joshua again. Hahaha, then one by one came out. SY and Joshua hugged me. You know why? Cos they very wet from the rain. But no use! hahaha I'm still not that wet!

We slacked a little at Mcdonald's until the rain stop. Then we go cycling! Fun! Ohya! Weili learned how to cycle today! Congratulation!

After cycling we go Parkway Parade, Banquet and most of us ate Pepper Lunch :)

I went Cotton on to buy a slipper later on. Shina they all wanna slack around a bit. So yy, sy, Joshua and I went home first. Cos see like quite late already so we cab back. On the way, I remembered I can take bus from Sengkang back home so I alight with Joshua.

But the taxi uncle a bit blur don't know his way so in the end we alighted somewhere pretty far from Joshua's house. But lucky got me! :) We made our way back.

And then I took bus home. :D

Tomorrow Sentosa! But not with Coolkidz.

School briefing + shopping.

2010-04-16T00:19:00.002+08:00

picture from yesterday. Felicia and the guy actor, not really sure his name. They were on the same scene for quite long!

Today went to school for breakfast! Afterwards we go briefing. Talk a lot of crap and than suddenly show us some stupid movie call "3 idiots" ? bollywood show somemore.

But its damn good that show!

We watched until left 20min! then ppl gotta use the lecture hall. Dammit! nevermind someone saved the copy of the show, we can watch it soon in studio!

We had lunch in school first, and then we went to town. Fareast, heeren, 313 etc.

was quite disappointing for me at first cos I didnt got anything in my shopping cart! sad. but then we went to cotton on and I just grab some tee for $10. I'm looking forward to next Tuesday, we're going Bugis and I want to get berms!

Tomorrow I think ECP!

Holland V

2010-04-14T23:39:00.002+08:00

No pictures today cos i never take any. But yy brought her dslr so I shall wait :)

I met someone new today. His name is Joshua. A childhood friend of sy. Fel came with us to Holland V too.

I was late today, very sorry! YY gave us a very detailed description on how to get to their place. It felt like playing RPG game with gamefaqs walkthrough.

Once we reached, Fel and I were introduced to Joshua. Afterward we sat and eat. The rest had eaten.

Afterward chatting, we walked around Holland V, slacked at ColdRock for a moment eating ice-cream. Walked around a party shop. Had fun! Ate lollipop, go coldstorage, went into some mall and walked tour around, played joked laughed and have quite a lot of fun on the way.

Time flies when you're having fun, at evening, Joshua had to go home he have dinner at home and he have to leave earlier because he lived in SengKang.

And later, the 4 of us went to eat dinner and chatted a lot for very long until 9pm and we decided to go home.

Reaching Mrt Station we slacked a bit more, drinking slurpee and eating fishballs and then we went home. :)

Tomorrow briefing and shopping!

Badminton!

2010-04-14T00:46:00.002+08:00

Today I meet Benjamin at CausewayPoint to eat lunch! I am very hungry so I just type on my facebook and he replied.

Met him and we ate Pastamania! I seriously don't know what to eat, cos my mum told me to eat rice, but I choose pasta instead.

Chitchat then we both have to go back to school. Sad uh, he's in SP and I'm in NYP.

I went to school to meet Ahmad and SY first. In classroom. We're playing badminton! But sadly kept raining. We watched some movie in M321 instead. YY, Fauzi and Weili came later.

After eating, we went to play!
Funny sial. halfway playing, Mr Quelic suddenly appeared! He was our DMS1 lecturer and now he is coming back to teach us DMS3! So happy!

We played for quite awhile and we all slacked and chilled until 10pm+ its quite late for me to hang so I changed and went home.

Tomorrow go Holland V but I dont know go there can do what hahahahahaa.

Swimming + Suay but fun!

2010-04-12T23:56:00.003+08:00

Today we went swimming!

Meeting 11 30am at Chinese Garden but guess what. All late!

Me, who live in the east was already on the way when they told me they gonna be late. Its okay. I played the racing game in my phone until 100% completion while waiting!

Yunyu and Shengyang came, they took a cab! so we walked to the swimming complex only to find its close! Suay!

Nevermind, they very hungry so we go KFC to eat while waiting for Fauzi to arrive. He came too and ate. Then we go CCK because Shina gave the idea.

We took mrt and then bus, and guess again. Close!

Today very suay!!

Lastly Shengyang realise pioneer definitely open. So without hesitation, we took a cab and go.

WEEE! Super fun! Played the slide for a lot of time.

And I know how to dive! Thanks to YY, and thanks to Shengyang! Although not very good but I can at least try to do breaststroke.

Ahmad came soon after we played in the lazy pool.

Weili and Eric came only to wait for us for a bit and we all went to eat!

Super hungry, but I only ate Lemon Chicken Cutlet rice, like simple only

Afterward we slack around Shengyang's block chitchat and stuff and we go home.

The other day at Aloha Loyang burn me badly! Look at my arm!

2010-04-11T22:37:00.002+08:00

Seriously nothing to blog today.
Gonna force myself to jog now.

Going out tomorrow!

BBQ Again!

2010-04-10T23:59:00.004+08:00

I don't feel like blogging much tonight.

(Time Date Edited)

I went to church for W.A.D Service.

Afterward i go to Khatib meet up with Eric first to BBQ

Met some interesting and funny people!

Shina and the rest came later because Weili went to do tattoo.

Went off at 11:30pm+

Night!

Good news.

2010-04-09T21:23:00.003+08:00

I don't know why I recently kept having nose bleed. I just had 1 in the middle of the night. Sick man! A lot of blood lost.

Today I need to go to school at 4pm. Before that I went to meet Sarah Julia and Daryl at Cathy to eat Aston's :D

Okay lah, I woke up late. Because I nose bleed in the night cos me to sleep late so I woke up late!

I reached at 2pm and we went in ordered our food and wait.
Luckily I bought drink because the food take so long to arrive.
My teriyaki chicken. Not as good as it look :\
Daryl's chargrill. I think Chargrill taste better.
And Prime Sirloin, Sarah Julia's.

Random chatting while eating. Finished eating at around 3:30pm. If only the food came earlier, if only I cam earlier. Then we can slack more.

But nevermind, I rushed down to NYP to check teacher with my timetable and etc.

I got to buck up! Lucky for me, I don't need a extra year or months in NYP. I am able to squeezed in the module into my timetable. Nice! Provided I do well.

So now, should I still take up a CCA?

Waiting for Shili to finish her meeting with Andrew and we went down. Her boyfriend gimme a ride to YCK mrt station and I took a bus home. Sweet!

Movie with the Cool Kids siak.

2010-04-08T23:22:00.006+08:00

I got sunburnt !

All the basking in the warmness of the sun at Aloha Loyang really burnt me!

My nose is now half red.

Today I shaved my hair! I gotten a haircut 3weeks ago, now I'm cutting again. Now look more and more like Adrian Rodriguez.

My wallpaper in my phone, everyone kept saying im gay for putting this as wallpaper.

Anyway yah right after I cut my hair. I went to watch TITANS! with the coolkids.

Very sorry Adrian, I lied and I wont do it again.

Clash of the Titans the story like so so only

but Sam Worthington is handsome.

He look short but he isnt that short, so weird.

Anyway afterward I didn't join them for dinner, i rushed down for cell.

Ixd Chalet/BBQ Part 2 !

2010-04-07T23:38:00.005+08:00

Wednesday (7th April '10) which is today lah~

Oh dear! I slept till 10am! I was suppose to wake up earlier to go to school for some shitty Andrew face briefing.

Shina woke up in the middle of the night asking whether want to see Sunrise but I really tired so I continued sleeping

at 11am we all had to leave already. But before that I went to try to bathe at the first floor toilet.

So I bathed at all the toilets! Experience, but 2 times at night which is kinda freaky.

After I packed my stuff and came down to first floor Shina passed me a sandwich with egg. Shina, YY & Shengyang prepared breakfast for everyone sial so nice :)

When everything is settled down, Weiming fetched Naazira and Dean (and of cos Shina) back while the rest of us stayed back and cycled.

We cycled to Aloha Loyang and rested awhile. When they suddenly decided to buy drink, we went in and never came out.They all went swimming, I didn't so I soaked myself in the sun and rest/sleep.

Like nice only siol the water. I feel like just lying inside the water.

We spent about 2 hours there. After swimming we went into the arcade (which is just beside us) and played for a bit.

At 2:55pm, we gotta go. Bike rental until 3pm only.

We lepak at the snack/drink stall for awhile (like ytd when we went to rent bicycle) And Weili told us a freaky thing.

The morning at around 5am he went down to toilet to pee at first floor. then he heard something whispered in his ear to look up. FREAKY! someone the ceiling got hole 1 to the other side.

AND TO THINK I BATHED AT FIRST FLOOR!

nevermind, escaped unharmed thats the good thing :)

We took bus to Whitesand(Pasir ris) and ate KFC there. Lepak 1 corner for Ahmad, literally.

Chit chat and we went home. They took the train I took the bus.

Chalet is fun! Thanks Shina :DD

Ixd Chalet/BBQ Part 1 !

2010-04-07T21:43:00.011+08:00

What siak! So tired!

The moment i came home, okay not immediately but I went to sleep without bathing etc!

Really tired! So I am back from IXD Chalet/BBQ !

WOOOOOO! Fun! SAMBAL FISH!

Okay, so here goes.

Monday! (5th April '10)

I got there at 6pm+ Shina + BF, Ahmad, Fauzi, Weili, Anesa & Sarah was there. (Not sure Clement and Keith was there or not)

The 2 people I don't know is Shina's bf and Sarah. But I got to know them along the days~

They were crazy! Screaming and shouting and yelling like usual. Anesa went upstairs so I followed. Put my bag and chilled a bit with her laptop (Twitter/Facebook/Sgclub) until YY and Shengyang came. And a moment later Leonard came wit his brother(which i forgotten his name)

We got down, and because Sarah don't know most of us, she chilled or stand around at the side. She's shy hahaha~Everyone went out and start the fire for the BBQ. But 1 thing though, I don't really understand why everyone have to crowd around the BBQ pit while they are setting up the fire. LOL!

The fire is starting slowly, and everyone is gathering around and just random chatting, me for 1 just sit back and relax.

That is Leonard's brother, he is only primary 3!

You know something funny? Right after they almost set the fire ready for BBQ, everyone ditched work and just to play Ultimate Frisbee. Only Shina + her bf, me and Sarah didn't played. So Weiming(her bf) continued on and made the fire.

After their quick game of frisbee, we all start work again. They brought the dinning table out and place it beside the pit, sat there and as the food is ready we just serve!

Awesome night, BBQ-ed with Keith, Anesa and Sarah! We kopped the SAMBAL FISH first! Its just way too good and nice to eat. Kept spamming the fish on the first night leaving 2 for the next day. Thats how good it is!

After that long delicious meal Leonard &family went home. We brought back the table, cleaned it, and played "BANG!" a card game Shengyang brought.

After the game, I decided to take a shower and I used the master bedroom's toilet. Okay! Its creepy, the toilet is huge and spacious, a little too much space.

After I bathed, I heard they(those in the picture) started their drinks. They were noisy lah! And extremely crazy LOL! I sat on the stairs with Keith.
"Gosh! Do you have to take a picture of me at this moment!? Shina!"
It was 1am+

After the havoc, Anesa Clement Weili and Ahmad start to vomit like crazy. Everyone take turns. As thing start to cool down a little. We decided to go to bed. 2am+ still in the bed chatting with Shina and Weiming, switching through the different songs.

Than at 2:20am like that things start to begin. I heard they asked whether we got extra towel or not because Ahmad very cold, he went to bathe. We said no. And at 2:25am, we know because coincidentally Shina asked Weiming and me what time was it when Weili yelled Shina again and opened the door. Ahmad tio-ed liao. He was in the toilet floor crying. I shall skipped the details. After about 30mins everythings okay for awhile. We all went into another room and then its Weili's kena, he suddenly turned very cold so we bring in blanket for him and he say he going to cry. Shit! Weiming told him to said what he saw and so he did. He said "a lot ah, got a girl beside me" We asked him to sit at another bed and we all were worried, most of them said their prayers. After awhile Weili felt okay already but he suddenly commanded us to take the blanket away, cos he said he saw a head inside the blanket.

Its 3:25am. After all that has happened Clement seriously can't sleep. We pulled all the mattress over to 1 room and we crashed in together. But then later some decided to go to their room and sleep as I was on my bed, but kept chatting with them. Until morning.

Oh ya, I forgotten to say, Sarah went out with her friend throughout that night.

Tuesday! (6th April '10)

At morning Shina, Clement, Anesa and I went downstair. Anesa cycled home first. Shina and I borrowed broom and swept the floor, mopped the floor. Than we go played a bit of Monopoly. Weiming than woke up and played with us. But then we got so tired (rather I) we go back to sleep. I slept until 2pm+

I want to go cycling! But I want go home take extra clothing first. So how? Shina tell me go with the rest first to rent the bike over. So I went with them. Rented the bike and went back to chalet.

Sarah gotten a fever. So Weiming went to drive her back at Woodlands. He damn good lah, drove us home. Ahmad followed cos its his friend.

I got back bathed and rest awhile, don't have time to sleep. Ate pack and go back quickly ! around 6PM I got back. I put my stuff in the room and headed down. Today more people were around, Huiqing Lihui Dean Junhao Naz and Shah came. I took 403 with Shah cos bumped into him in the bus hahah!

They decided we should apologized to the spirit in the chalet because a lot of things. And we did. That night was more peaceful.

Right after apologizing, BBQ TIME!

But before that me Anesa YY Shengyang went to buy ice first.

Its remind me of Martin hahah!

This time I forgotten who set the fire. But I anxious to cook again! LOL I don't know why. EVERYONE! If my cooking skill suck, I'm so sorry! Anesa was cooking with me too, sad ah today no Keith.
I don't know why Lihui dont want sit down and relax. But nevermind later she also got eat a lot hahaha!
Everyone like so happy lah, like one big happy family.

Naazira and Humaira came in the night!

Too long, after Maira got hospitalized because of some problem she quitted school. Never got to see her.

from the start Fauzi fooled around and put charcoal on his face LOL! He is preparing for Korean War!!!

Eric and I still BBQ~ I was getting irritated by my hairband.
Know why I have a fork in my hand? Cos its for me to freely poke something and eat :D Halfway BBQ, our friendly neighbor gave us more charcoal and food! SAUSAGES!

Next, Junhao Lihui Huiqing went home first cos they arent staying over. They're waiting for Dean but he is busying Mahjonging.

Maira and her bf left. They came here with Bike! Shina went to wake Weiming up just to send them to Pasir Ris inter. Shah and Naz went with them. Shina's bf damn good. We all agree.

Chilling with Naazira, YY, Shengyang, Fauzi, Anesa outside eating. We decided to go buy water! So we cycled. Anesa and Fauzi went over to Aloha Loyang to visit their friend in MGBD

As we cycled we chanced upon this vending machine! And it take notes!

Life saver cos if we want to buy drink, we have to go all the way out. Which is very far.

But wait! No plastic bag!!!!

Luckily YY brought her bag along so we stuff it in there. We all bought a lot of can drink. Bough Milo for tomorrow morning too!

So we cycled back and put in the fridge. Weiming and Shina came down and we shared drinks. YY and Shengyang poured their Pepsi and shared around. We chatted alittle and we all crashed into the same room. Because Ahmad they all playing mahjong at the other side.

We chatted randomly and funny stuff and then we fall asleep.

IXD Chalet/BBQ

2010-04-06T16:11:00.001+08:00

Just the first night.

So many supernatural experiences.

I never take any pictures! but Shina got bring her DSLR! If she got tag us than I'll upload!

Ixd Chalet.

2010-04-05T16:14:00.001+08:00

Okay, Chalet time.

I'm going over now. but then should i stay over tonight?

Birthday

2010-04-04T23:56:00.002+08:00

I went to my grandma house today.
Happy Birthday Grandma!

Bowling alley

2010-04-03T21:36:00.002+08:00

Went bowling today. You know the funniest thing is that when you decided to meet at a certain place and decided what to do there, only to find out that thing you wanna do doesn't exist there. Adrian ah! We all met up at TPY and went to TYP Safra and found out there is no bowling alley. Joke! We later decided to take a bus to Balestier and we bowled there.

I can swear Donovan used his tchoukball skill in bowling. The ball slammed the floor like thunder!

After we played, another joke. Adrian misunderstood the pricing. In the end, its about $10 each. Like I said already siol!
Play bowling? So expensive and boring!

BOLO SANTOSI

2010-04-03T00:07:00.001+08:00

OMG my sister just showed me 1 really failed thing.

SG ACCENT IN US GAME. FAILED FAILED PHAILED!

Friday.

2010-04-02T22:08:00.005+08:00

I just got back home!
Good Friday. But its just normal for me.
Went over to HCC.
I wore so formal and I know everyone want to laugh at me. Its okay! I usher-wanna-be.

The thing about today is pretty average. Nothing high nor low.
After the "Via Dolorosa" we went to level 4 and get our refreshments.

Zhi'en and I
Just to be clear, That tie was from Sam Tan
Later on I took Adrian's cardigan and wore it. LOL

Went over to the roof and play Basketball. But I changed my mind. Wearing shirt, formal pant and leather shoe and go play basketball. That's crazy hahaha I don't want to dirty myself, so I watched them play.
JJ ramped onto the basketball pole *BAMP* His lip was tore. Awesome indeed.

At night Joe JJ and I went over to TPY and eat, I ate fishball noodle and drank soy bean(cold)

Tomorrow I think I'm going bowling. Thats random!

Killer pain in both my shoulder for an entire day. HELP!

2010-04-01T20:27:00.001+08:00

Am I slow or what.
But I find this gif adorable haha!! Just look at Youngbae's reaction!

#841

2010-03-31T23:30:00.004+08:00

Hola!

So its yet another day. I just came back from joggin! The floor is wet the air is cool. It's a nice jog, apart from the splashes of water onto my leg(hair)

One thing I ate today is FISH ZINGER BURGER (can't believe I really blog this)

I went down to buy for both my sister and myself. Its really awesome, for those who haven't tried it (its been so long since fish zinger came out) YOU GOTTA TRY IT. Its better and tastier than Zinger. Trust me :)

Okay off to do my push-up and bathe!

Ciao, Buenas noches

Edited:

just wanna add this in. I just did that and its so much more tiring!

ECP :)

2010-03-31T00:29:00.002+08:00

I was going out to East Coast Park today. With Ting etc went suddenly NengLi called me up and asked I wanna go ECP. Coincidence! So I went with them first. Well sad to say it was drizzling as I got there, so I texted Ting that. And because it not evening yet(meeting ting at that time) I went to play LAN with my friend!

L4D2. But Grace was chiong-ing her MapleSea .___.||

As I continued playing I got headache, because I have yet to eat anything since morning or was it because that I'm having some sort of illness.

Dinner was pretty random, we're all famished. We randomly saw a place to dine and we just ate there. Chicken rice for everyone!

Bused home and THE END.

Epic Moment.

2010-03-29T21:47:00.000+08:00

I mega failed HAHAHA

She stood there silently.

2010-03-29T18:17:00.001+08:00

Guys you should watch this!

Whatever will be will be

2010-03-29T03:49:00.001+08:00

Can anyone tell me this blogskin suck or not?

If it does I'm gonna change it back to my previous 1.

I did nothing today! I woke up at 2pm. And chill til now.

One thing though I went for a jog. Accomplishment :)

Yesterday night I was on the phone till I slept. Some seriously high night I had. :X

I feel sick. headache!

2010-03-27T22:40:00.002+08:00

Blogskin changed. It doesnt look like Edwin's blog anymore.

But oh well. It is a personal blog anyway, i did try to increase the font size for easier reading.

Today I wake up at 2 30pm. Samuel and Donovan call me so many times! Hahahahaha sorry guys :)

I ate late lunch with JJ and he showed me the stupidest video ever.

Screaming Egg and Marshmallow Murderer!

SO LAMEE!

Okay and then as I boarding the train home I saw Mingzhu. Hahahah ever since she went to South Zone I dont get to see her anymore. Thats sad. She said I look fat and fairer now! Because I had a haircut.

Good or bad?

People.

2010-03-27T00:31:00.002+08:00

Thank Zac the dude who sold me the bag. I went to Senja today! The weather is intense, hot! But after a few minute after I reach Senja IRT station it start to pour. But all end well I bought over his Fred Perry Shoulder Bag for $70. Coolio thanks!
It was 3pm+ and i thought of going home to wash up and get a change, style my hair properly and stuff.
I changed to bus at woodlands and than I went home. Still have time to enter SGC Chatroom and see everyone still at home! LOL
I later met up with Martin:) at 201 bustop, I wonder what took him so long! But nevermind. We took 81 all the way to Kovan which is an hour ride. Really sien, than we switched to MRT to Potong Pasir.
Met up with the rest and we ate CHICKEN RICE ROFL! Yeah thats our destination today to go there and eat chicken rice. HAHAHAHA!
We slacked and chatted and played and chatted until 12AM and we went home.

Outing @ Aston's

2010-03-24T23:47:00.002+08:00

I went out with the SGC people! This is the first time I'm gonna meet people whom I known for.... 2 years?
Janna Junior I saw her before and Martin, well lets just say old acquaintance ?
Met up with Dan Hui at Dhouby Ghaut control station and walked over to Plaza Sing to find Daryl, Kenny and Tessa. Nana was late! She still kept pestering us to prepare now and ended up being late. Hahahahahahah!
Talking and eating with them feels like I always hang out with them but no, first time seeing most of them. But of cos lah I talk to them behind the computer screen for 2-3 years. We will just able to click and talk at sight. Or issit just me? Able to chat like girls. Hahahaha i don't know.
Still my result suck. What should I do now?

Wasted life.

2010-03-23T23:29:00.001+08:00

I went out to get free BJ ice cream but, none for me.
I failed 2 core module, typography and studio project 2. The thing is, I don't understand how and why I failed them. I know typography I haven't been doing very good but I put in a lot of effort in my last work I thought I would've at least get a D? And studio Project, I do so much field research and stuff and why did I failed that too? I already tried. Guess I'm not cut out to be hardworking.
I'm not cut out for anything.

Result's how

2010-03-23T12:50:00.001+08:00

2 things, I don't understand how and why.

IXD Group2

2010-03-22T23:27:00.006+08:00

Awesome. I went out with some of my poly classmate today.
We ate Seoul Garden. As usual, I'm late.

Met up at orchard Station and we walked our way there :)

Lihui's rainbow flower & butterfly icecream. Need to be colorful.

So then afterward we went to watch a movie, deciding on How to train your dragon 3D. But we couldnt find a decent time. And at las we watched another show.
The Lovely Bones.

After the show we went to the toilet. And as I was walking out of it, I passed by one of the churchmate named LiangKoon. Awkward moment.

Bye :)

Fat + Short = ?

2010-03-22T00:21:00.002+08:00

So thats us. We gathered the other day. Irfan was the camera man, I feel guilty for him he should have taken the photo together.

Today while still being sick. with an impulsive act, I went for a jog. Felt great! Cause I ate Oreo Cheesecake and I just couldnt shake of the feeling that IM GETTING FAT. THIS CURSES BULGING STOMACH! BE GONE!

Looking forward for poly's class gathering tomorrow which is at SEOUL GARDEN. WTH!

Bruce Lee just became my idol

2010-03-20T17:32:00.002+08:00

Can anyone tell me that saw 2 kick instead of 1? I find it so hard to catch it!

Raining~

2010-03-20T15:57:00.002+08:00

Just came back from TPY. I went there because was actually going to exercise, but... because it rained, we ended up playing at the playground and we went to JJ's house to visit JL. We chatted and played with their brother's dumbbell, chatted then we went to eat. Lunch. Still raining even now. I took bus home. Class gathering later ~

RAINING !

2010-03-19T22:31:00.003+08:00

For today, I woke up at 12pm. Ate my suppose to be breakfast at 3pm and went over to Xiangcheng's house at 4pm. I went over so I can borrow his PS2. Yes I know, PS2. Don't worry, I probably will save up a bit and try to get PS3.
I played some games at his house with him. Its been forever since I last went his house. Like old times.

Afterward I went home to bathe. My sister and I then went out to CGH to visit our grandma who was hospitalized.

Our aunt drove us home.

Oh ya, I am sick! Really sick. Sneezing non-stop and coughing a lot. Damn!

Hair cut.

2010-03-19T02:23:00.001+08:00

So, i was shitting in the toilet. Thinking I'm going to cut my hair later. So I snapped a photo of my precious straight hair that is going to be slice/chop/shave off later.

Its pouring today! I met up with my 2nd sister and we went to Le Sandy to cut our hair.

No more emo long fringe hairstyle LOL

Anyway, later we did quite a lot of shopping. Bought hair gel, toothpaste, eyeliner(hers) etc etc.
Than we went back.

Righht, my grandma vomited blood today. God bless her.

Banging & Ramming

2010-03-17T22:39:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling sick today, coughing gotten worse. More phlegm more coughing. So I gave up on the idea of searching for job. If anyone happen to have any part-time job, inform me please!
Been worrying for my secondary class outing, not much response. Also at the same day, I probably will be going for kayaking. Money money money. My father has yet to give me my pocket money for 2 weeks. I'm fucking broke, so angry.
Can't go out, can't do anything. I still have so many things to do. Cut my hair, buy a new wallet (if you see the condition of my current wallet you will definitely buy a new one), buy a new shoe (my current one is about to tear, wait, it tore but still wearable), more new t-shirt for new year in poly. Whatever awaits me in the future? Will I get to study aboard? Its has been my wish to experience different countries and culture. Friends of different ethnic.

Anyway, the bangalah came late today. If you didnt know, the owner of the apartment below mine complained that our toilet leek. So we have no choice but to change our pipe? or the whole toilet system. Gonna be here for 3 days.
And today is my mum's birthday, the bangalah is suppose to finish their job by 6pm for today, so we planed to go out to eat at 6 30pm. And guess what? They came at 6 05pm. Asses right.
Oh well, I was too hungry at the point, I was furious.

Finishing my toilet soon I guess?

So later we went to eat at Sakura Buffet, the same one which i am about to go with my classmate.

We saw Xiaxue & Mike over there. Her hair is so blonde and long. But she's without makeup, cool she dare to show her bare skin to everyone.

Right, and omw out of the restaurant I bumped into Lijia. Coincidence.

I guess I will be cutting my hair tomorrow? Good luck to me then. Have a new/nice cut.

Don't complain.

2010-03-15T20:55:00.003+08:00

Yesterday I wen to HCC. Yunyu and Shenyang came. After the service The both of them went to Suntec, I can only say goodluck to the squeeze to them :)

I ate lunch with Adrian, JJ and Samuel Tan. Some casual chats etc. As the cloud turn stormier, we went home. I was at Tampines inter and I thought that its still quite early so I took a stroll and I bumped into Toh Qiu Min. Hahahah! A little regret cos we later hang out till quite late.

Today I did nothing again. I wanted to jog frequently but I am sick now. Cough etc, breathing like got problem also? So I never jog yet. Its okay, I will start once I'm not sick. Woke up and I started to watch Fisica O Quimica until Qiumin texted me asking whether I want to hang out for a bit. Patricia was there too when I went down, with my laptop.

At 6pm+ I went home and I didn't do much until now. I need to invoke some life man! Go find a job. Hang out with more cool friends :D

I need some exercise. Stomach getting Huuuggeee!

2010-03-13T15:01:00.002+08:00

I had a little meeting with Sam and Ili yesterday.

Sam grown larger LOL! And Ili just the usual.

Funny how I said I want to go for a jog yesterday but ended up too tired/sleepy for it. I dosed off for 2/3hours and I wake up feeling fresh which ended up couldn't sleep much.

Anyway just some ranting. I'm not a Christian right. I go to Church only when I want/wish to, I'm not obliged to must go. I'm a free thinker and I want to stay that way forever and ever. Don't force me, because I let you to not because you are able to.

Tu saliva en mi saliva~

2010-03-13T04:54:00.005+08:00

FoQ.
Some of you might have know. I've been watching a spanish series online recently. And I talk a lot about it.
Fisica O Quimica, Physic or Chemistry.

Not like you typical Gossip Girl story line where all the exciting happenings only for the rich.
This show give us normal teenager with different problems of life.

Well of cos. not very Singapore-ish.

Anyway. You can watch them here. Whether its english sub or not. I don't know hahaha!

It's something funny.

2010-03-13T04:52:00.003+08:00

If you can't speak mandarin than I'm sorry. hahahaha

Wednesday.

2010-03-10T22:38:00.003+08:00

I went to Airport today. Getting a job there. Hopefully.

Than as I am going home, I took the wrong bus. Silly. I took 24 and I went all the way to AMK. I should've took 34 back to Tampines. But oh well, I went to eat KFC and than I take bus 22 all the way back to Tamp and I walk home.

Something is wrong with my life. Its just so lifeless. Nevermind, I can't do anything about it either.

Btw, I went crazy with photobooth.

there is so much more !

I got a new resolution for this year!

2010-03-09T14:46:00.006+08:00

I'm planning on a class outing (clickhere) with my secondary school friends. But where are we going this time? The same as last time. Sakura? Wouldn't it be boring. Planning is on-going.

And for today. I woke up at 11am and what did I really do until now? Surprisingly, time passes without my notice. I got to stop wasting time!

Gonna bathe now. Probably will go out shopping for a little while before meeting Adrian, seriously I grown tired of meeting up with him cos its the usual thing. I hate it in fact. Hopefully I can be home by 8:30pm. So I can get an hour break/rest before going down to jog. I am serious about exercising now!

I use twitter more than blogger.

2010-03-08T20:38:00.002+08:00

How will it be if life is like a television show, wouldn't it be cool with all the climax and plot. And the unexpected twist?

Today my life haven't been thrilling. I went to find W.A.D Club for some meeting, for the first(probably) proper meeting. Afterward Alvin went to buy his crumpler bag. The same design I got for Dominic.

As they went to school for Open Studio. I went to Kovan to get my med for my face. Last year this day, my face was all better. But what happen? I didn't wash enough, didn't eat healthy enough? Or didn't sleep early? Stress? Probably everything. Going to take good care of it now.

I got my face to take care, stretches to resume, exercises to start, busy busy night.

Oh right, my braziliano praia, the strap came out! Using glue to stick it back now..

I wish time will go back a little.

2010-03-06T15:15:00.001+08:00

Thinking about it. Time files way too fast.

Toilet Tissue.

2010-03-05T22:58:00.002+08:00

Switch Habits, Reduce the Use.

Click it to check out what my group and I have been doing for the past few weeks.

Lots of sweats, lots of discussions, lots of arguments.

But its with fun, joy and laughter. Was a happy 3 weeks :)

Save toilet paper!

2010-03-03T01:14:00.004+08:00

Some images I created.

It soon gonna develop into a poster :)

Green poster

2010-03-01T21:58:00.003+08:00

I dislike taking homework home.

For out studio project, we are starting on the poster now. So each of us is gonna make 2 poster each, tomorrow we will look at our design and see which is better. But then I feel like I need to be a little more hardworking. I'm old, hard to lead a different is I wanted. So I don't want to waste anymore youth!

Scoop!

2010-02-28T05:17:00.001+08:00

Found this really interest stuff about semen online!

SP is not over!

2010-02-27T00:26:00.003+08:00

Today have presentation for SP2 !

But Mr. Yang Tien came and took a lot of our time and ended up most group not presented (im one of them)

But after those long tiring/stressful moments. We went to town! We walked to Cathy and bought movie ticket.

Not bad, quite an exciting human eat human show. The sound effect can scare me!

But the ending always like that, sad ending.

We went to eat at Koufu before the show start.

After that we basically walked around town, talk joke and laugh about the way around.

It was fun.

Stress.

2010-02-23T22:44:00.001+08:00

That other day Topman have this sale and I wanted a jacket which previously was $116, but now $49.90.

I so want it but I can't find it anymore. Crap to the max.

For the past few days, I kept going to school for like the whole day just to do Studio Project. Such a irritating time consuming project.

I want it end quickly! I want to go out and relax and stuff!!!

Lau Yu Sheng with cousins+family.

2010-02-21T21:15:00.005+08:00

Who were there.

Adelina+Amelia+Family.

Dagu+DaguZhang

Jasmine+Jeffrey

Xiaogu+XiaoguZhang+Aldric+Alvin.

And lastly, I.

I was late. I was frustrated with my family, cos no one is going except for me. I was obviously awkward. But I forget the fact that, my cousins+family are all nice people :)

I was quickly welcomed with all the hand raising high to signal me where they are. Funny but nice.

I sat in between Amelia and Jeffrey. And then we started eating. We made some small talks but overall was nice and warm. All the youngster (Adelina, Amelia, Jeffrey, Jasmine) were nice and we laugh a few.

We ate quite a lot and lastly was ice cream. Er-sheng actually asked us whether we want to go over to Xiaogu's house to play wii, but Jeffrey declined the offer cos he has work tomorrow. So we all didn't go ahead to play wii.

Jeffrey gave me a ride home. Slow but steady. We were all chatting along back home telling stories to Jasmine and Jeffrey.

Bad start, but great ending. :)

Samuel Swee's condo.

2010-02-20T21:53:00.003+08:00

We went over to his house to Bai-nian!(sort of lah)

Because the meeting point is in orchard mrt, I dressed up. Why, orchard leh! so many people have to wear more presentable, some more Adrian said to dress up. Although later on they said he msged us that we can wear berm but I didnt receive.

Samuel Swee's live at some condo located at Holland, I think its call Serenity. I could be wrong.

We straight away went into his function room, sort of remind me of my Chu-yi with my own family/cousins, and we ate food prepared by his mum! After eating etc, we went up to his house to prepare our fondue.

Oh ya, I forgotten to bring oranges so I asked Adrian to help me buy and he bought some huge oranges and it cost me $2.60 each.

We Bai-nian with his parent and then we settled down and cut/wash/boil/prepare the chocolate fondue!

One cool thing about his condo is. The lift bring you straight up to his flat! Forgot to snap a photograph.

After the chores we went down again to eat fondue, chatted and played some games.

Adrian have to break something while cleaning up. Its just him, his clumsiness haha.

Than they went to play in the swimming pool, while Samuel Swee and I chill and made some small talks.

It all ended off with Lamzy and I in Plaza Sing eating LJS (only me) and then we headed home.

2010-02-20T10:12:00.000+08:00

I'm going out again today and I must take some photo!

Nostalgia memories

2010-02-19T03:20:00.001+08:00

I ate so much, but its fine. I had it fun. I happened to went over to Gary's house and some of our childhood/primary school friend was there. Catch up with them and ate supper together. Had fun :)

2010-02-18T21:25:00.000+08:00

I want to go down for a jog!

but

my shoe spoiled.

Fred Perry

2010-02-17T00:19:00.002+08:00

I'm so getting you. But which color better?

Another typical day.

2010-02-16T17:36:00.003+08:00

I went to watch movie and eat dinner with some of my cousin ytd and its been fun. We're planning to Lao Yu Sheng this coming Sunday. Looking forward to it :)

Today I overslept! Couldnt make it to the airport to see someone off. Later at noon, I went over to JL's/JJ's house and we ate and played ' Blackmailed ' board game. Didn't take any photos. What a pity, boring blogspot I have hahaha.
After this I will be playing Bball !

Today, I went to the movie with my cousins and their parent.

2010-02-15T21:03:00.001+08:00

I realised I'm being pretty positive recently. I accept a lot of things in my life and I really appreciate it very much. I love my family, I like my cousins. It probably can be better but I love it like this already. For many year I dislike everything in my life, the life I have. But I come to learn to appreciate things better now. I can't wait to meet up with my cousins again. It is fun.

Cousins.

2010-02-15T00:15:00.002+08:00

I have some good times today.
Went over to Grandma house first but there isnt a lot relative there. I heard some of them went over to Genting(again...). And then afterwards we went down to Yeye's house (my dad's dad)
Sat around them we all go to Jeffrey's condo, meeting up and catching up with one another. We all agreed on the catering of food and we all sat and eat our dinner together. Talked a lot with Jeffrey and found out more about him. He is a really cool guy, charming and lot of passion I could feel. I think he has a lot of patient. After the whole dinner thing, we wanted to catch a movie. So we went over to Jeffrey's house to surf the net to check for seats. I went into him room and he showed us his master piece, a vessel in the bottle which he made on his own. Super cool. He can teach us sometime.
Because its late we couldn't get any seats to watch the movie. But theres tomorrow, but Jeffrey won't be there. It's okay, I got other cousin to know :)

2010-02-14T12:53:00.001+08:00

Onwards to visiting!

CNY Shopping and stuff

2010-02-14T01:44:00.002+08:00

I went out with my family! First to my eldest sister's school to grab something, some clay, and then we headed to fetch my 2nd sister and we ate at Eunos.
Then we go to Raffles and I bought a Levi's Jean. :) Exchanged for a old pair and additional 5% discount. I bought my jean for $94.90, cheap !
Then we drove ourselves to Giant. That huge one beside Ikea and Courts. And we bought a lot of food. A total of $100 over was spent. I bought Bens & Jerry's ice cream and we went home.
Funny thing that happened just now.
My dog took the lift to 5th floor. Had us all panic looking for him, I was barefooted.

What are the odds

2010-02-14T01:39:00.001+08:00

Dawn Yang came to my blog.

CNY Eve

2010-02-13T11:01:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR :)
Going out soon with my family. Gonna quickly get my levi's jean :D I am also planning to go Epic Center to buy Mbp adapter. But its $148. Still considering the odd if the lost & found booth will find my adapter.

Anyway ciao! gtg :)

Another average day of an average teenager.

2010-02-11T22:19:00.006+08:00

The clouds recently look like cotton candy ah?
It look so white and soft and fluffy. It feels so comfortable.
I feel quite relax these 2 days mainly because most of my work have been submitted. Just left with 3D and than I will be totally focus with Studio Project.
I teamed up with the jocks! Dean and Jun Hao. We went for sprint kayak orientation but I end up didn't join but they did. Now they are paddle-siao.
I did my UCD today, so scare that I lack of a lot of information. I scare I fail lah! Another prayer to God! Least gimme a 'D' grade.
Well it seem old habit die hard. I wasted a lot of time today idling in the classroom doing nothing but charging my macbook hopfully to do my 3D later at home. Okay I admit I lack of update so here is something about a week ago. I lost my macbook pro power adapter :D
I'm awesome right! Awesomely stupid.
So now basically I couldn't use my macbook much, have to cherish my battery life.
I was idling in school right, I read bleach manga. Eat with Anesa. Disturbed some people. And take photos with Anesa's spect. Hahaha. What am I doing? Plainly wasting time.

I think its probably the weather recently, hot and humid + the stress accumulate during the last project for each module. I got more and more acne. Got to heal my face again =\

Sam's wedding3.

2010-02-10T00:44:00.001+08:00

I'm surrounded by girls!
Zaleha, Rusydah(how to spell :X) and Jasmine

Sam's wedding2.

2010-02-08T23:01:00.002+08:00

Crappy. Real crappy internet connection. I want to upload the good time I had ytd but it wouldn't. I guess it can wait a few more days. Until I get the picture from Joanne, and 1 more from Jasmine.

Finally! Finally met Ili. Joanne and Huiyin I have seen them in the past few months. Joanne cos I need to borrow her thumbdrive, Huiyin cos I was late for school and saw her in the same bus. Ili, one of my dearest friend. It been about a year, but the moment we met, we joke and chat like we are still schooling together. But we weren't able to sit together in the same table, I'm just amused that Sam put us(Huiyin Joanne and I) in a table full of elderly. Its just plain weird.

Oh ya, I mentioned Jasmine right. Jasmine from my batch of 2003. Jasmine Tan Shuyi . I remember her name, we both were surprised to see each other. Heard that she's in TP and probably doing well. Didn't catch up with her much but! She wore heel so high, she's about a head taller than me. Damn me for being short!

The night was great and I can't believe Sam's married!!

Sam's wedding.

2010-02-08T12:52:00.000+08:00

Sam is married
So blissful.

Bits and bits of my life is crumpling away.

2010-02-01T22:31:00.001+08:00

I am very worried for my sem2. I'm on the verge of failing most subject. I don't want to fail please. I'm trying hard.

Free

2010-01-31T23:51:00.003+08:00

I often find myself look up into the sky. And got lost at looking the flock of birds that fly so independent yet with so many companions around. I will also stared at all the kite in the sky, flying solo beside every other. Feel the winds and release all the weight. Feel light and let the wind carry you away. Let me float. Let me feel peace. Let it be restored.

Friendship day.

2010-01-30T19:13:00.001+08:00

Service today teaches us how to be a friend/what to look for in a friend.

But the real question is. Do you want to be my friend?

Waiting in the hallway.

2010-01-29T16:38:00.002+08:00

God did not just leave me with no choice. I was hoping to get some help with some classmate today in school for 3D but then I later I found out they went out. I thought I will be left helpless. Then I learned that UCD consultation is only until 12am. Which I thought nothing can really be accomplish today.

God is great.

I tried my luck to find Ms Ester(UCD) but I saw Mr Cheong instead (another UCD lecturer). So I asked him whether I can consult, and he was kind enough to agree even though he shouldn't.

Then, as I grab my stuff to find Mr Cheong. I bumped into Mr David (3D lecturer) and I immediately asked him whether he can teach me 3D. He left me his office no. telling me to call him afterward.

God is great.

2010-01-29T01:22:00.002+08:00

I am glad that you like the present.

its just a little something to appreciate you.

Takara Pets

2010-01-29T00:43:00.002+08:00

On monday I went over to WeiMei's shop to do documentary video. My group all went over.

Usha and Dewey is just so cute. I don't know whether their name are spell in this manner.

But they are so cute!!

Solo shopping

2010-01-27T23:57:00.001+08:00

With every words, I let out a tear.

Happy Birthday Dominic Teo

BBQ party.

2010-01-24T01:43:00.004+08:00

First of all.

Happy Birthday to Justin Soh Soon Hian

23Jan.

We hosted a BBQ Birthday party for Dom even though its not his birthday yet. on 27Jan.

This morning I actually wanted to follow my sis to her church to interview some people above 65. For my school project. I'm flying solo and I left 2 weeks to finish an entire semester work. (screwed). But I hate myself as usual for being unwell. Recently I kept having morning giddiness. I fear the worse, a brain tumor.

I'm useless for others and useless for myself. I need to get this interview done but my body just have to break down. What can I achieve?

But anyway I manage to get a little bit better at 4+pm so I headed down to Bishan to help them out with the decoration etc. I'm glad JL came. Didn't see him during cell so im happy to see him.

Everything happened quite fast after the BBQ started. All I remember is running around to get water filled, drinks and etc.

Fast but a good time spent.

Consulting a doctor.

2010-01-20T22:09:00.003+08:00

Recently I kept having morning sickness. Which is giddiness. I suspect myself to have low blood pressure, or low sugar level which resulting in the giddiness.

The thing is last friday I had and I prayed to God to take it away cos I need to do birthday cards. And miracle happen and I was perfectly fine after the prayer. Cool stuff.

But Saturday, I was unwell again and as they say. Miracles don't happen all the time.

Sunday was feeling better. But on Monday, Tuesday and today. No.

But lucky thing was I sneaked out to but little snack to eat and it somehow gave me the energy.

Anyway today I didn't go for lesson. Standing at the evening ground waiting for the bus at the bus stop gave me motion sickness. I am that giddy. So I went home to rest. But than at noon I went with Nadiah to print our Hierarchy project. I am actually please with myself to able to at least finished 1 assignment on time.

Now I just just left with UCD and 3D modeling homework to be headache better.

Lord I pray a better future, the path which You are going to put me in I know is the best for me.

Upon a star.

2010-01-15T00:16:00.003+08:00

Its past 12.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JL, JJ and SAMUEL TAN!

Today was I must say really a smoothing day. Thats what I felt. Before I went to sleep yesterday, I prayed to God that everything will go smoothly today, the talk with teacher will be fine and everything will be good for today. And I felt He answered me. It was a bit of a relaxing and fun day. Went out with Alvin, Emilie, Nadiah, Yunling and Lihui to 313 food republic to eat. Lihui went for her doctor appointment and the rest just handing around then Shili joined us.
Cell wasn't as good as last week. Something seem to be the problem here. Hope it can have more freedom and more comfortable next week.

Hope things will change for the better.

Another night.

2010-01-13T00:00:00.005+08:00

I thought I've been through a lot. I thought I know whats cherish. I am wrong. It seem I haven't been through enough. Since when was I really happy? God I'm really glad for the thing you did in my life. I'm just too blinded to cherish it preciously. You've created a lousy man, me. Those great moments are the only ones I shall ever have and I will remember it forever. I don't deserve any more than that.
Every night, You hear my cries. Every night.

I realised, I don't really smile.

2010-01-11T23:36:00.003+08:00

I wish I could disappear. Vanish.
Go to a world where no one knows me. Free from the past. The mistakes. The hurts. To start a new.

The boy and the hand.

2010-01-10T18:24:00.005+08:00

The story of a boy, stranded on an small island alone. A warm open hand found him and pull him out and gave him things he never had. The boy wasn't grateful, he stretched for more and snapped the hand's finger which frighten it away. The regretful boy is left alone again. He tries to find the hand back, but the hand rather be left alone.
The boy misses the hand.

The End. Its not happening again.

Some laughter.

2010-01-06T11:47:00.002+08:00

Today cell group is good!
I think it all thank to my welcome time game. Gimme applause!!
At the last minute, well even though I know I am going to plan the game for the first week, I went to search for some of those games that are good. And I found a few. I let Adrian choose which one he want and we landed on the airplane game.
It was fun. Also its good to see JL there.
The sharing is good too. A lot of fun, feel very comfortable there.
Actually in the middle of the day at school today, "I'm starting to dread life" this thought has come into my mind. I'm glad cell group removed that thought of mine, but somehow I know that thought will come back again.
One step at the time. Try to be strong and stay happy.

What do you think?

2010-01-04T22:58:00.001+08:00

What if one day I appear with this hair.

Avoid grumbling and complaining

2010-01-03T17:02:00.004+08:00

I felt dry and tired. And then it came to me. I might've brought my baggages into 2010 with me.

All that writing and burning, writing and throwing doesn't just solve things. Forgiveness. Compensates. Bonds. What am I saying. I don't want to think for now, I want to sleep.

2009-12-29T23:55:00.000+08:00

Went to meet up with Adrian just awhile ago.

I just cannot decide yet.

Solemn

2009-12-27T23:05:00.002+08:00

Many things happened. Many things are different. I looked back, and realized. Why am I such an idiot. Things were great. Why didn't I see it. Now, I felt stupid for not cherishing it so strongly. Feel stupid for not realizing it. Regretted. And hoping for a miracle for it to be back like how it was.