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My name is Edwin, call me Stark! Edd, Ed or Eddy if you like. Some of my friends love to call me by my Mandarin name. I love to make people smile and laugh, it make me feel happy when you're happy. I'm that kind of person. Curently obesessed with growing tall.
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Went to meet up with Adrian just awhile ago.I just cannot decide yet.
| 11:55 PM | Permalink
Solemn
Many things happened. Many things are different. I looked back, and realized. Why am I such an idiot. Things were great. Why didn't I see it. Now, I felt stupid for not cherishing it so strongly. Feel stupid for not realizing it. Regretted. And hoping for a miracle for it to be back like how it was.
| 11:05 PM | Permalink
Merry Xmas
| 10:08 PM | Permalink
Dom came over.
For the past few days I didn't do much. Monday being too alone and bored at home, I went out to look for stencil material for Dom. I checked out what bus there is at Tampines Inter because I heard Desmond is moving to Tamp so I look out for the buses for him if he need it. Tuesday practically did nothing, father was at home from 12+ - 2+ then mom came home. House wasn't so empty so wasn't so bad, I stayed at home watching Hayate No Gotoku season 2, something I watch for the sake of passing time.. Wednesday meeting Dom at 10am to look at guitar stuff. Probably have more stuff to do if only he didn't sleep until about 12pm and he had to meet up for youth camp stuff. I was totally enduring at CityHall control station alone for 3 solid hours! Nevermind that, youth camp stuff was settled by 2pm. We ate lunch, he treat cause he really feel very bad for having me waited for so long. I know that feeling for feeling very bad for making people wait so I let him treat haha! Went to look for guitar stuff and afterward actually wanted to claim warranty for his mp3 but at Jurong East so we got nothing to do. He proposed to come my house and play BVO. And I agreed :D. Fun stuff along the way and yah, today was fun.
| 11:59 PM | Permalink
19 years old. But I'm not proud of it, I want to be young!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
I wasn't all happy happy today actually. I felt dead and soul-less.
Problems and issues just had to get into me. The devil is just attacking me from all sides. Sadly but truly I cried so hard yesterday evening til midnight just around it struck 12, I when to sleep murmuring happy birthday song to myself..
I woke up in the morning and feeling the same lousiness from yesterday. Don't know what should I do. What to do on my birthday. Feeling its the same every year, nothing has change. In the end, Dom told me to go for WAD Service. And I did. I didn't eat breakfast, I didn't eat lunch. I reached there at 1:40pm. Feeling lost that Im there. Its written all around my face lah that I have issues, Dom knew he talked to me, I didn't. Went for service and after it end at 5+ Lamzy suddenly said that theres Cell meeting and tell me to come along. I thought weird, and Dom told me to go. And as I stepped out of the room. Everyone was there and Winston had this piece of cake and they sang me Happy Birthday song together. To my memory, when is the last time I heard a Happy Birthday song sang by a group of people to me? I am truly touched. Because JL is sick and he held all the money they couldn't afford a bigger cake, I'm just sad that they couldn't enjoy the cake together. Thanks everyone.
Afterwards we had Dinner. And I went to help out with the Children Church decoration.
I'm very stunned and suprise that at the end of today, I have not 1 not 2 but 4 times of Happy Birthday song sang for me. Hahaha! So embarassing, but its good.
| 11:59 PM | Permalink
Actually.. we're all broken peoples.
I've been spending quite a lot of money recently.
Oh right, I made Lamzy a birthday card yesterday and very glad he appreciate it. Though I'm quite disappointed in myself cos I could've done a better job. Its all pretty last minute. Next is making a banner for Samuel Swee... die I don't know whats the expectation!
Today I went over to Dom's at 2pm. Raining. Ta-bao 烧肉饭 for Dom. We wanted to go over to SunShine Plaza afterward. He need to check out the printing service for postcard over there. We're only waiting for JL to finish school. So we hanged around until 5+pm we went out to MRT station and meet JL and we headed toward Dhoby Ghaut. Sad to say cos Dom is very late for his prayer meeting afterward. We only go Plaza Sing daiso and ended up never buy anything. Go some store which sell babies stuff and failed to get anything again. JL go ToaPaYoh. Dom go HCC. I went BrasBasah for laser printing service. But its like so late already most/all the shop closing. I quickly rushed to check whether Art Friends got sell stencil materials or not and one of the sale lady told me there is. I than took bus 12 home. On the way, got ahlians going for Kboxing at Katong Shopping Centre cos they kept singing. And then don't know from which stop got ahbengs+ahlians wannabes came up and heading for chalet at pasir ris. I alighted at the TPJC and I walked all the way to 400+ to find a printing service. Surprised at how cheap they charged me cos Dom is thinking like $20+++ I got 4cents per page. So I ended up only spend less than $10. Walked home bought Mega MacSpicy meal for my dinner.
Oikos tomorrow!
| 11:55 PM | Permalink
I am heaty.
I find myself always blogging in these time of the night.
Before I start.
H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y L A M Z Y in advanced.
Today due to some gory video I didn't sleep well. I was woke up by Dom's message at 1030am to go meet him in school at 1230 I so sorry that I'm going to be late and ended up meeting Dom in school at 1pm. When I reached I found out he has been here since about 1210. Which made me even more apologetic. Dom cut his hair, for $7 and its a good cut too. I felt so conned since my previous haircut was $16 and it wasn't a great one. He went down to da-bao chicken rice up to M.321 and we ate in the studio. We played COD4 until I felt giddy-ish and nauseous. I went to toilet, tried to vomit and all. Came back and we started playing COD again though I'm very unwell. Haha but it was really fun. Played until about 4pm, he had to prepare to go off. He got work training at 6pm at Commonwealth so we left school around 430pm. we chat and traveled to Commonwealth and I came back home. Then around 7+pm my second sis asked me whether I wanna go down with her to Tampines1, she wanna buy stuff to make a wedding present and than buy a water flask. So I went down with her. Came back home at 10+pm and talk with her about her christian stuff until my nose start dripping blood. I nose bleed! What the heck. Flowing out like water. Now I feeling a bit giddy-ish again, I think I go sleep now. Good Night all!
| 11:52 PM | Permalink
Something YY showed me.
| 3:05 AM | Permalink
I like to look at the rain. Its depressing but calming. Its like heaven is washing away our hurts, mistakes, pasts making things anew. Giving us tranquility. I hide myself in my bed under my pillow. Everyday is a struggle, is an ache. Yet, I want to shout out to God for it to be something to expect, something to look forward. I am no longer 14, sad that I'm 20 soon. I never want to grow up. I never see myself pass the age of 20. I have no future. This life could actually be happier, only if I hadn't chased away one important factor of my life. Basically, I'm still grieving.
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Went to meet up with Adrian just awhile ago.I just cannot decide yet.
| 11:55 PM | Permalink
Solemn
Many things happened. Many things are different. I looked back, and realized. Why am I such an idiot. Things were great. Why didn't I see it. Now, I felt stupid for not cherishing it so strongly. Feel stupid for not realizing it. Regretted. And hoping for a miracle for it to be back like how it was.
| 11:05 PM | Permalink
Merry Xmas
| 10:08 PM | Permalink
Dom came over.
For the past few days I didn't do much. Monday being too alone and bored at home, I went out to look for stencil material for Dom. I checked out what bus there is at Tampines Inter because I heard Desmond is moving to Tamp so I look out for the buses for him if he need it. Tuesday practically did nothing, father was at home from 12+ - 2+ then mom came home. House wasn't so empty so wasn't so bad, I stayed at home watching Hayate No Gotoku season 2, something I watch for the sake of passing time.. Wednesday meeting Dom at 10am to look at guitar stuff. Probably have more stuff to do if only he didn't sleep until about 12pm and he had to meet up for youth camp stuff. I was totally enduring at CityHall control station alone for 3 solid hours! Nevermind that, youth camp stuff was settled by 2pm. We ate lunch, he treat cause he really feel very bad for having me waited for so long. I know that feeling for feeling very bad for making people wait so I let him treat haha! Went to look for guitar stuff and afterward actually wanted to claim warranty for his mp3 but at Jurong East so we got nothing to do. He proposed to come my house and play BVO. And I agreed :D. Fun stuff along the way and yah, today was fun.
| 11:59 PM | Permalink
19 years old. But I'm not proud of it, I want to be young!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
I wasn't all happy happy today actually. I felt dead and soul-less.
Problems and issues just had to get into me. The devil is just attacking me from all sides. Sadly but truly I cried so hard yesterday evening til midnight just around it struck 12, I when to sleep murmuring happy birthday song to myself..
I woke up in the morning and feeling the same lousiness from yesterday. Don't know what should I do. What to do on my birthday. Feeling its the same every year, nothing has change. In the end, Dom told me to go for WAD Service. And I did. I didn't eat breakfast, I didn't eat lunch. I reached there at 1:40pm. Feeling lost that Im there. Its written all around my face lah that I have issues, Dom knew he talked to me, I didn't. Went for service and after it end at 5+ Lamzy suddenly said that theres Cell meeting and tell me to come along. I thought weird, and Dom told me to go. And as I stepped out of the room. Everyone was there and Winston had this piece of cake and they sang me Happy Birthday song together. To my memory, when is the last time I heard a Happy Birthday song sang by a group of people to me? I am truly touched. Because JL is sick and he held all the money they couldn't afford a bigger cake, I'm just sad that they couldn't enjoy the cake together. Thanks everyone.
Afterwards we had Dinner. And I went to help out with the Children Church decoration.
I'm very stunned and suprise that at the end of today, I have not 1 not 2 but 4 times of Happy Birthday song sang for me. Hahaha! So embarassing, but its good.
| 11:59 PM | Permalink
Actually.. we're all broken peoples.
I've been spending quite a lot of money recently.
Oh right, I made Lamzy a birthday card yesterday and very glad he appreciate it. Though I'm quite disappointed in myself cos I could've done a better job. Its all pretty last minute. Next is making a banner for Samuel Swee... die I don't know whats the expectation!
Today I went over to Dom's at 2pm. Raining. Ta-bao 烧肉饭 for Dom. We wanted to go over to SunShine Plaza afterward. He need to check out the printing service for postcard over there. We're only waiting for JL to finish school. So we hanged around until 5+pm we went out to MRT station and meet JL and we headed toward Dhoby Ghaut. Sad to say cos Dom is very late for his prayer meeting afterward. We only go Plaza Sing daiso and ended up never buy anything. Go some store which sell babies stuff and failed to get anything again. JL go ToaPaYoh. Dom go HCC. I went BrasBasah for laser printing service. But its like so late already most/all the shop closing. I quickly rushed to check whether Art Friends got sell stencil materials or not and one of the sale lady told me there is. I than took bus 12 home. On the way, got ahlians going for Kboxing at Katong Shopping Centre cos they kept singing. And then don't know from which stop got ahbengs+ahlians wannabes came up and heading for chalet at pasir ris. I alighted at the TPJC and I walked all the way to 400+ to find a printing service. Surprised at how cheap they charged me cos Dom is thinking like $20+++ I got 4cents per page. So I ended up only spend less than $10. Walked home bought Mega MacSpicy meal for my dinner.
Oikos tomorrow!
| 11:55 PM | Permalink
I am heaty.
I find myself always blogging in these time of the night.
Before I start.
H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y L A M Z Y in advanced.
Today due to some gory video I didn't sleep well. I was woke up by Dom's message at 1030am to go meet him in school at 1230 I so sorry that I'm going to be late and ended up meeting Dom in school at 1pm. When I reached I found out he has been here since about 1210. Which made me even more apologetic. Dom cut his hair, for $7 and its a good cut too. I felt so conned since my previous haircut was $16 and it wasn't a great one. He went down to da-bao chicken rice up to M.321 and we ate in the studio. We played COD4 until I felt giddy-ish and nauseous. I went to toilet, tried to vomit and all. Came back and we started playing COD again though I'm very unwell. Haha but it was really fun. Played until about 4pm, he had to prepare to go off. He got work training at 6pm at Commonwealth so we left school around 430pm. we chat and traveled to Commonwealth and I came back home. Then around 7+pm my second sis asked me whether I wanna go down with her to Tampines1, she wanna buy stuff to make a wedding present and than buy a water flask. So I went down with her. Came back home at 10+pm and talk with her about her christian stuff until my nose start dripping blood. I nose bleed! What the heck. Flowing out like water. Now I feeling a bit giddy-ish again, I think I go sleep now. Good Night all!
| 11:52 PM | Permalink
Something YY showed me.
| 3:05 AM | Permalink
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